So tonight i was very lucid for some reason,
smelled basil, ozone, the last meal i cooked when i got home.
not only the smells, but the feeling of adoration.
The nearness of another whom i adore, sets of feelings of comfort, pride in knowing her. Its been a while since we've interacted for any length of time for any reason, but sometimes you just know you adore someone.
Theres no reciprocation, and thats ok, its just nice to have those feelings again after a long time without them.
it's quite a catalyst for a blog. nature is very chemical and the brain will never understand it fully.
So its started now, and its going to be a brief post with a placeholder for the next blog.
Plant seeds
Keep filling the machine with quarters
